[It might be. It might also be the fact that Lucas has the most hilariously skewed view of Kanda because all of his interactions with that fucking raccoon have been varying degrees of Kanda making an adorable disgruntled headass of himself. (pixi voice) it's like luke's view on the relivers
Anyway he's just like ??? because he's like WHY WOULDN'T HE. HE ASKED AFTER MATHIS.]
Not minding is the same as wanting for him, I think.
[he will let scien nap in here, that's fine. enjoy the rain asmr; now that they've been talking and he's evened out a little, it's no longer storming so much, the rumbles of thunder fewer and further between, sounding farther away.]
[He leans back in his seat a little, crossing his arms over his middle and considering.]
...Well. I think he's someone who hasn't had much reason or desire to foster bonds in some time. Clumsy, with the potential to be a bit harmful because of it... Direct and brusque, but honest.
[A fairly decent-hearted but tired and undersocialized porch raccoon...]
I- I think I agree. I told him before he died that I understood he might not care to hear it, but that I'd like to get to know him better a-and be closer, and he... said that I was only going to get hurt.
[a little shake of his head. kanda, your walls...]
He didn't have anything he liked to do in his free time besides training, and said he didn't have time regardless because he considered this a mission, so I don't think that he gets to live very normally.
[KANDA YOUR LIFE. There's a little blip of something sympathetic because sometimes the church just fucks your whole ass up.]
Well. This isn't exactly the best place to experience normalcy, but I do hope that he was able to create some bonds, at least. Even if they're a bit fragile.
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Anyway he's just like ??? because he's like WHY WOULDN'T HE. HE ASKED AFTER MATHIS.]
Not minding is the same as wanting for him, I think.
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[glancing between them, confused...
don't fuckin assign him in teen drama with BOTH DGMS SCIEN 'would he kiss kanda though' we're not discussing this]
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He asked after you, so...
[Kanda doesn't even acknowledge like 90% of people so this seemed notable.]
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and puts his head down on the pillow he borrowed to tune this out ]
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he has no idea so he's just emitting amused but fond vibes.]
He did? I- I'm proud of him for actually asking...
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I'm still learning how to interpret him, but it's gotten a bit easier lately, I think...
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Have you been spending time with him, Lucas?
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I've tried to, where I can. He's a bit picky so I give him space, but I've gotten to know him much better since he joined us.
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[just genuine curiosity. with a guy like kanda, he's sure everyone sees him a little bit differently.]
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[He leans back in his seat a little, crossing his arms over his middle and considering.]
...Well. I think he's someone who hasn't had much reason or desire to foster bonds in some time. Clumsy, with the potential to be a bit harmful because of it... Direct and brusque, but honest.
[A fairly decent-hearted but tired and undersocialized porch raccoon...]
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[a little shake of his head. kanda, your walls...]
He didn't have anything he liked to do in his free time besides training, and said he didn't have time regardless because he considered this a mission, so I don't think that he gets to live very normally.
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[KANDA YOUR LIFE. There's a little blip of something sympathetic because sometimes the church just fucks your whole ass up.]
Well. This isn't exactly the best place to experience normalcy, but I do hope that he was able to create some bonds, at least. Even if they're a bit fragile.
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[because he doesn't TALK ABOUT HIS FEELINGS ever.]
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I think we'll unfortunately just have to hope, rather than knowing with certainty.