[he will let scien nap in here, that's fine. enjoy the rain asmr; now that they've been talking and he's evened out a little, it's no longer storming so much, the rumbles of thunder fewer and further between, sounding farther away.]
[He leans back in his seat a little, crossing his arms over his middle and considering.]
...Well. I think he's someone who hasn't had much reason or desire to foster bonds in some time. Clumsy, with the potential to be a bit harmful because of it... Direct and brusque, but honest.
[A fairly decent-hearted but tired and undersocialized porch raccoon...]
I- I think I agree. I told him before he died that I understood he might not care to hear it, but that I'd like to get to know him better a-and be closer, and he... said that I was only going to get hurt.
[a little shake of his head. kanda, your walls...]
He didn't have anything he liked to do in his free time besides training, and said he didn't have time regardless because he considered this a mission, so I don't think that he gets to live very normally.
[KANDA YOUR LIFE. There's a little blip of something sympathetic because sometimes the church just fucks your whole ass up.]
Well. This isn't exactly the best place to experience normalcy, but I do hope that he was able to create some bonds, at least. Even if they're a bit fragile.
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he has no idea so he's just emitting amused but fond vibes.]
He did? I- I'm proud of him for actually asking...
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I'm still learning how to interpret him, but it's gotten a bit easier lately, I think...
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Have you been spending time with him, Lucas?
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I've tried to, where I can. He's a bit picky so I give him space, but I've gotten to know him much better since he joined us.
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[just genuine curiosity. with a guy like kanda, he's sure everyone sees him a little bit differently.]
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[He leans back in his seat a little, crossing his arms over his middle and considering.]
...Well. I think he's someone who hasn't had much reason or desire to foster bonds in some time. Clumsy, with the potential to be a bit harmful because of it... Direct and brusque, but honest.
[A fairly decent-hearted but tired and undersocialized porch raccoon...]
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[a little shake of his head. kanda, your walls...]
He didn't have anything he liked to do in his free time besides training, and said he didn't have time regardless because he considered this a mission, so I don't think that he gets to live very normally.
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[KANDA YOUR LIFE. There's a little blip of something sympathetic because sometimes the church just fucks your whole ass up.]
Well. This isn't exactly the best place to experience normalcy, but I do hope that he was able to create some bonds, at least. Even if they're a bit fragile.
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[because he doesn't TALK ABOUT HIS FEELINGS ever.]
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I think we'll unfortunately just have to hope, rather than knowing with certainty.