I was born with innate magic, so outside of this place, I can do quite a bit of it...
But she was a brilliant wizard tied to a powerful god. The abilities she had at the height of her power were more than I could ever do on my own. And I get frightened easily, sometimes. When I'm with my friends, it's not so bad, but when I'm alone, I get very frightened. I need her power so no one can hurt me.
Oh. Yes, that's the primary reason why. I'm constantly terrified! You would have to be crazy not to be, when you know how bad it's possible for things to be.
I've already died many times. I won't rush to it, and I will always choose life, but I can't say I'm afraid of losing out on time.
My friends are dead, my goals are accomplished, and I just need you all to get through cult ritual. But even if I die, Pesto and Wario are competent, so I'm not exceedingly worried.
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To me, it seems that you are making it here without her.
But if you believe there is no choice but to proceed by leaning on her, then I suppose that is the only path forward for you.
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But she was a brilliant wizard tied to a powerful god. The abilities she had at the height of her power were more than I could ever do on my own. And I get frightened easily, sometimes. When I'm with my friends, it's not so bad, but when I'm alone, I get very frightened. I need her power so no one can hurt me.
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[ it just keeps happening ]
I didn't think that one of the reasons for why you depend on her would be that you're a scaredy cat.
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Oh. Yes, that's the primary reason why. I'm constantly terrified! You would have to be crazy not to be, when you know how bad it's possible for things to be.
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I am not familiar with fear.
[ so they count as crazy. not surprising ]
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[that's frankly kind of incredibly.]
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No. I don't have much to fear. Though I do not think most people would find it enviable.
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[it's just hard to understand, she's afraid of so much.]
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... because there is nothing I cherish so much that I am afraid of losing it, I suppose.
I feel annoyance when things get in my way. Frustration when answers don't come. But fear is not in the equation.
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[well. that does sound less than idea, yes.]
Nothing at all? Not even your life?
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My friends are dead, my goals are accomplished, and I just need you all to get through cult ritual. But even if I die, Pesto and Wario are competent, so I'm not exceedingly worried.