[ it's cool its cool sorry that you're a big squishy softie and everyone fucking knows it bud ]

Hah! I suppose I can relate. I really didn't have anyone but ... colleagues and acquaintances until quite recently. Excluding dear Tara, of course.

Mystra was my closest companion, and I don't know that she ever understood anything about a mortal's emotions. And I found people to be difficult to decipher, as if I was speaking a different coded language from the rest of the world that they had not chosen to inform me of. But I think what I've learned is that loneliness can kill as efficiently as any blade. At least the parts of yourself that truly matter, in the end.

Complexity is not something to be afraid of.