Putting in the effort's better than waiting. [fight or die (again) trying, yeah!]
...Nehan, do you no longer have ambitions of your own? [she doesn't even mean this rudely despite how it sounds, she's just curious how he can be in a mode where "whatever happens happens and who cares."
it's an attempt to understand him better, and maybe a way to skew her own thinking for the coming weeks.]
Understandable. You can always want different or even better for other people than yourself. [also THIS IS NOT HEALTHY which is why she's going to be turbo annoying and keep asking.] But why not?
I've had ambitions. I've failed to reach them. I don't feel like finding new ones.
So I'll live, until I don't. Whatever happens in the meantime, I'm satisfied with. I think it works out in your favor that I don't want for too much, since I don't have any reason to betray you all.
[ to be clear this is all ridiculous but he says it with a straight face. sometimes your moniker is death because your will to live is nonexistent. ]
Maybe it works out that way, but it's just...I don't know. A little sad? [she shrugs.] You just suggested that maybe I could find my way back and reclaim my own ambitions. Don't you think the same could be said for you, too? There must be something you still want.
[ maybe it is sad, but he doesn't sound bothered beyond a tiny furrow of his brow now. ]
You and I don't have the same options. I've made my suggestions on what you should do, but they don't apply to me. Now, if you're done asking me about my life, I'd go about your day.
[ I WANT MY TY THREADS THOUGH i'm sorry he's so annoying cries ]
Maybe we don't. [she doesn't believe that but it's solely because aerith is stubborn and biased. she does know when to cut her losses though, so she stands up, smoothing out her skirt and clasping her hands together while giving him a quick nod.]
It's been a long day for both of us. But I'm sure we'll see each other plenty in the upcoming days, so I'll see myself out. Thank you, Nehan.
[no honestly kick her out because i want a new audience thread with you anyway so i'll be Back Tomorrow. she's also aware she's annoying sometimes, so she makes good on her word and with one more little wave she's out the door and shutting it behind her. nehan is safe...for now.]
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...Nehan, do you no longer have ambitions of your own? [she doesn't even mean this rudely despite how it sounds, she's just curious how he can be in a mode where "whatever happens happens and who cares."
it's an attempt to understand him better, and maybe a way to skew her own thinking for the coming weeks.]
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[ he doesn't take it rudely. it's a fair enough question, and he answers without having to think it over. ]
Not that I encourage anyone to live by my example.
[ THIS IS NOT HEALTHY ]
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So I'll live, until I don't. Whatever happens in the meantime, I'm satisfied with. I think it works out in your favor that I don't want for too much, since I don't have any reason to betray you all.
[ to be clear this is all ridiculous but he says it with a straight face. sometimes your moniker is death because your will to live is nonexistent. ]
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[ maybe it is sad, but he doesn't sound bothered beyond a tiny furrow of his brow now. ]
You and I don't have the same options. I've made my suggestions on what you should do, but they don't apply to me. Now, if you're done asking me about my life, I'd go about your day.
[ I WANT MY TY THREADS THOUGH i'm sorry he's so annoying cries ]
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It's been a long day for both of us. But I'm sure we'll see each other plenty in the upcoming days, so I'll see myself out. Thank you, Nehan.
[no honestly kick her out because i want a new audience thread with you anyway so i'll be Back Tomorrow. she's also aware she's annoying sometimes, so she makes good on her word and with one more little wave she's out the door and shutting it behind her. nehan is safe...for now.]