mygod | audience: todomatsu

Do you know if she consented to it?

That I don't. She didn't really talk to us either, so I don't know her feelings about it all.

[ hmmm. ]

I do know the spider thing wasn't on purpose though.

Mm... I guess that was probably always going to happen to anyone who died in those woods if they were left there for long enough.

[ and not saved by magical crime scene preservation... ]

Pretty bleak still, though.

... you don't have to agree with what happened. In general, I had encouraged Laudna to bring up how to handle things like that with the group since I knew you guys weren't all in agreement about it.

I don't know how I feel about it. With the information we had at the time I don't think it was an unreasonable move, especially if they weren't aware she was planning to keep herself locked up in the barrier that night... assuming she really was planning it.

... I mean, if there hadn't been a chance of that being an option, I'm not sure I wouldn't have at least tried to do it myself.

[ they smile, but it's more of an understanding one than anything else. ]

I think that's what a lot of people would have jumped to. And I don't think it's wrong. Whether they kill now or later, in the end there's going to be bodies at some point... so I don't really think anyone is wrong for thinking it needs to be taken care of immediately, or to give them more time. I think it's mostly just... making a decision that you can live with, and knowing the weight of that choice.

...Yeah. I think the partner thing is the biggest complication. Objectively.

That would at least be the plus side in sharing your affinities with others, since you can at least let people subtly know if someone had a partner or not.

Yeah, I guess. I'm still trying to decide if it's worth trying to find mine or not. Or, well... I'd like to find them for my own knowledge, but I don't know if I want it going both ways.

[ is this selfish? yes. does he care? no. ]

I don't think it would hurt to just figure out who it is, and then deciding from there? A few people have been looking for theirs.

Well, it's a matter of doing that and keeping it one-sided if I don't actually want to join up with them... it'd look weird if I approached someone to ask for theirs and then refused to give mine in return.

Do you know if they're looking?

Yeah, but like... not actively enough that you would need to feel bad about not wanting to.

Mm... I'll think about it.

[ and then he won't because it's going to be thoughtshare and he isn't going to want to take chances!!

checks his list of questions on his phone... ]

...Oh, right. What happened to that weird blood tree?

Oh... They got upset at everything that was happening. They didn't mind people taking its sap from them, for the most part, but then after Camille died they weren't happy with the group of us and thought we were greedy.

I guess throwing you all around was the tree lashing out.

[ cool, another thing he can blame on that group later... ]

So, what, it broke its own halo throwing a tree tantrum?? Where did that... figure inside it go?

Oh, that was a god. Not like... any god involved in what we're doing. They bonded with the tree to help each other grow. I'm not sure what happened after that, and since the location is gone I probably won't be able to.

Yikes... so maybe it really did just get up and walk away. Okay.

[ well... not his problem... ]

Possibly.

Well, don't worry about it now! All we can do is just move onto the next thing.

Right. [ sighs. ] It'd be nice if the things we keep moving on to would stop sucking eventually, though.

Well, it's probably going to keep sucking until the end...

[ hmmm ]

Then... what's something simple that might make things even a little nicer for you. [ a pause. ] That's reasonably doable.

You mean in general or for me specifically?

You, specifically. In general is harder.

Mm...

[ i feel like he's just sitting there for a full minute trying to come up with an answer that's more respectable than porn or beer. ]

I'd say a TV but I don't know what kind of channels you'd be able to get here even if you did the solar charging workaround, so... some good skincare products would be pretty nice? Like a good cream and exfoliating scrub and sheet masks.

More clothes and good food would also be great, but those are everyone things, I think.

Skincare... that's definitely doable, yeah.

[ hmmm. they tap their chin. ]

Anything else?

[

he's still just thinking about porn ]

Um... better alcohol...?

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