I- I think I agree. I told him before he died that I understood he might not care to hear it, but that I'd like to get to know him better a-and be closer, and he... said that I was only going to get hurt.

[a little shake of his head. kanda, your walls...]

He didn't have anything he liked to do in his free time besides training, and said he didn't have time regardless because he considered this a mission, so I don't think that he gets to live very normally.