N-neither. I don't want to be... angry with them, any more than I want to hurt them. I already... I already hurt Ashlyn.

[he let her pull away from him. he didn't finish her in one shot. he didn't handle his partner himself until it was too late, and then she suffered when he did.]

But I'm upset that I can't be with them, and... a little upset with myself, for not... trying hard enough.