Then we can call it processed when I find out who did it and kick their ass. That's it.
[ "experiencing a feeling strong out of nowhere and realizing it isn't yours" is maybe more common for cloud than he wants to admit to. so he doesn't!!! yay ]
I would not call it bleak, necessarily. My life was complete. I wanted for nothing, because I accomplished all that I set out to. Until all that was left for me was paperwork and maintenance that anyone else with two braincells could do.
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[ "experiencing a feeling strong out of nowhere and realizing it isn't yours" is maybe more common for cloud than he wants to admit to. so he doesn't!!! yay ]
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but famine shrugs ]
Fair enough. Think you made an enemy already?
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[ cloud looking at this cast like. no i dont think this was a hate crime. i think they are just stupid. ]
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[ don't say that to cloud's face ]
Perhaps you may still have a chance to get even later.
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[ and you better not TELL THEM, YOU ]
You mean with a curse? 'Cause I'm fine just knocking them out when I find them instead.
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[ not this ]
Either. Your power's a finicky one, but it definitely has room for comedy.
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[ he's not!! cait!!! his luck stat isn't that good!!! ]
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[ a beat ]
I suppose that does align with what little I know of you.
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An upside, if you're forced to look for one.
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[ mysterious other ditto ....... ]
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You don’t wish to find them?
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[ this isnt me saying you guys cant hint i want you to ignore clouds wishes for my own curiosity idc about his feelings ]
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Oh? There is nothing you want badly enough for it to even be tempting?
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also maybe if he realized that aerith was dead idk ]
No thanks. Not into the whole deal with the devil thing.
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but famine shrugs ]
I do not blame you. It was merely a point of curiosity. You all vary in your willingness to engage, it seems.
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That's not too surprising. Different wants and experiences.
[ he gets how it could be appealing, is the thing. ]
Would you? If you were in our shoes.
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[ there is little need for a wish ]
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[ :/? ]
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[ they at least acknowledge that it's a cult and a weird decision. they cross their arms and tilt their head, trying to consider their words ]
It was never meant to be my everything. I was and am looking for new things to pass my time. To see if a god could be created—that is something new.
I simply cannot tolerate the cost of it now, so I changed my mind.
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[ being so bored you join a cult...well, maybe he can't judge. sometimes you become an eco terrorist for five dollars ]
Life that bleak usually?
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[ so they took the opportunity to bounce ]
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