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scawwy mods ([personal profile] mygod) wrote2024-06-16 05:45 pm
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egodist: (✧ take my hand)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-18 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
I share your sentiment. If there was a way to accomplish salvation without sacrifice, that is the obvious choice. But the alternative is to do nothing, and whoever remains there might get involved in a ritual where we don't know what will happen to their lives. There is no certainty they will be brought where you are.

And even if your current state is tenuous, we at least know you exist mostly safely.

[ random fires and mind games not counting. but they at least can't die ]
residentmerc: (faces are changing but)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-18 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
It's safer on this side than they are on that one. [ because at least things that can kill them are 1) non permanent 2) not... their own possessed friends... ] If hiding out everyone on this side until we found a way back was a solution, I'd rather that than the burden of whoever has to be left behind too, but that won't stop the cult.

[ shakes his head ]

... If we can find anything else in the coming week that'd work, I'd rather take that, but they should know this is our best bet right now.
egodist: (✧ i made a deal with the demons)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Any reasonable person would be in agreement with you. None of us relish this current plan of action, though it seems the most sustainable at this moment.

[ but it's nice to hear that cloud is being logical about it, since scien can easily understand how many emotions could get kicked up

but he's not good at dealing with those ]


This is the best option to be able to save all of you, not just some.
residentmerc: (life is cold here)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-19 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
Being reasonable's easier on this side than theirs.

[ he cannot blame anyone for feeling an emotion about having to. kill each other. in the hopes this works. but he is also not good at dealing with feelings himself and also has some issue with processing emotions (looks at his brain) so. yea ]

Wouldn't want to be the one having to make the decision of how to proceed with that.
egodist: (✧ take my hand)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
It will probably be a collaborative measure, though weighing lives is always a messy business.

[ spoken with a feeling of familiar weight... ]
residentmerc: (in my head)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-19 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ hmmm. ]

... That something you've experienced before?
egodist: (✧ i made a deal with the demons)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ tilts head ]

How much has your companion told you about me?
residentmerc: (oh lay my curses out to rest)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-19 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
Aerith? [ WHO ELSE WOULD IT BE but he shakes his head ] Nothing. Your conversations are private.
egodist: (✧ take my hand)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
Interesting. Neither of you are bound by the same limitations as I am...

[ but he shrugs ]

We spoke on it briefly before. To be the god of my country means that before I would be tasked with determining who lived and died. Even when we were repairing from the rubble, they kept asking me to decide punishments...

But even I'm not sadistic enough to enjoy that.
residentmerc: (oh my oh my singing songs)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-19 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
Think in her case it's just her being polite.

[ also her being a private person and cloud not being a gossipy bitch, a very funny mix. he raises an eyebrow and the emotion is judgment sorry ]

They seriously went to you to decide punishments too? [ can't these guys do anything by themselves!!!! he's mean sorry ]
egodist: (✧ thanks for your hard work)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ no scien feels the same way. the emotion is disturbed flashbacks to mountains and mountains of work ]

Right? Like I wasn't rebuilding a system of government after a coup and making up for the lack of doctors after half the population died.
residentmerc: (to the secrets behind my eye oh my)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-19 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
I'm starting to get why you left the way you did. They were never trying to think of a way on how to work without you, were they?

[ which is. foolish. they are now two assholes being judgmental ]
egodist: (✧ something so sacred)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
No.

[ just. no. ]

They got used to it because they thought I was going to live forever, but that doesn't interest me. Also who wants to be doing paperwork forever...
residentmerc: (to everything)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-19 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Why are you even doing paperwork if they're making you decide everything.

[ he says that but in the tone of even the great sephiroth did paperwork... paperwork is inevitable.... ]
egodist: (✧ thanks for your hard work)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
I ask this all the time. Why is it that even when I re-design systems, they insist on paperwork? What do you need my signature for? I'm the one who told you to write the damn report, I obviously sign off on it.

[ THE TIRED SOUL OF A BUREAUCRAT WHO DIDN'T WANT TO BE ONE ]
residentmerc: (but here's my number)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-19 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ ok well there is amusement at his suffering there. sorry. hes not sorry and neither am i but sorry ]

Yeah, but they need triple the signature to make sure you know they did their job and they can get a gold star. [ mean. but: ] ... Least you probably haven't had to read paperwork here.

[ PROBABLY? ]
egodist: (✧ but is all you're counting on)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
The second they ask me for a seal on something, I'm leaving you all behind.

[ his emotions are a dead giveaway that he would fucking never



but it's distantly tempting ]
residentmerc: (blurs all the colors)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-19 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
Damn. There go my requests to get your seal of approval on redecorating plans.

[ this is clearly very serious. so serious. 100% serious ]
egodist: (✧ that you've fattened up deliciously)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
Why? So they could have two useless opinions instead of one?

[ neither he nor cloud would be useful at all for redecorating my god ]
residentmerc: (and i may yet fall apart)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-19 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
Isn't that the whole point of paperwork?

[ having multiple useless opinions??? ]
egodist: (✧ i guess the rain)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
Most of the time.

People just like to feel busy to fill something in their lives, I guess.
residentmerc: (when the war starts in my heart?)

[personal profile] residentmerc 2024-07-19 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Or they want things to happen slower. Something like that.

[ the vibe of someone who hasn't had to do paperwork in [mumbles] years because he was the experiment being written about ]
egodist: (✧ but is all you're counting on)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-19 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ugh

there's a spike of annoyance ]


The enemy of progress.
egodist: (✧ that you've fattened up deliciously)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-07-20 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
Mm.

Well, their problem now.