[ hmmm. the defensiveness abates ever so slightly with what seems like may be some honesty. they don't know. maybe some people would proudly claim to murder innocent people.
they are quiet for a long moment. ]
Secretly handing over two powerful relics to a group aligned with an enemy nation simply because I wanted to know more about them.
[WELL, WHAT DO YOU THINK HE'S DOING!! also shut the fuck up yes he's a bottom
He does not answer for a long moment, white lashes low over his eyes.]
No. I have a lot of freedoms, but I am not free. I am bound by my duty to the Bright Queen and her court. And... I am bound by my secrecy with the Cerberus Assembly.
I take pride in my duty, but I never reveled in bloodshed. A little hypocritical to enjoy breaking enemies for sabotaging my people when I was handing two of our most sacred objects over to them.
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I like him too. I didn't know him for very long, but he was always kind to me.
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He cares about other people.
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I wonder if that's a trait all wizards share.
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No. Clearly.
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Oh, come on, Essek. You may be hiding behind your mask, but your emotions are all over the place.
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You don't know anything about me.
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How can I when you keep your cards so close to your chest?
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[ What does he have to hide besides everything. ]
Fine. Ask me a question. I'll answer it honestly.
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What is one of the worst things you have ever done?
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... Murdering innocent people.
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they are quiet for a long moment. ]
Secretly handing over two powerful relics to a group aligned with an enemy nation simply because I wanted to know more about them.
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Did the end result work in your favor?
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[Figured.]
You?
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Well, mine was done in order to survive, so.
[ Gestures to himself. ]
It's complicated.
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[???]
We have time.
[Explain your desperate homocidal tendencies.]
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[ Have some MANNERS. ]
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Why are you obsessed with looking at him??? YOU WEAR A FUCKING MASK ALL THE TIME AS A BOSS.
His expression is drawn into something passive, but a tad terse.]
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Better.
[ i watched this man be such a bottom during party but anyway ]
Essek, are you a free man?
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He does not answer for a long moment, white lashes low over his eyes.]
No. I have a lot of freedoms, but I am not free. I am bound by my duty to the Bright Queen and her court. And... I am bound by my secrecy with the Cerberus Assembly.
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So you'll understand. I'm not a free man either, and back then, I did what I had to in order to survive. When I was told to hurt people, I did.
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As did I. I am the Queen's Shadowhand. I run her investigative duties.
[...]
Which often includes torturing Empire spies in the Dungeon of Penance. If they needed to die, they died.
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Do you take pride in your work? Do you enjoy it?
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I take pride in my duty, but I never reveled in bloodshed. A little hypocritical to enjoy breaking enemies for sabotaging my people when I was handing two of our most sacred objects over to them.
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[ JUST SAYS THIS ]
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