[ they cross their arms and tilt their head, thinking on their answer ]
... Complete. Dull.
I was between personal projects, and had no new challenges left. Only mountains of paperwork for red tape that I didn't care to uphold. My life's work was finished and no one needed me for anything in particular. I actually think I was becoming a crutch that was hindering their growth the longer I stayed, because people will always rely on the powerful and familiar instead of exploring what they can become.
So I left when the opportunity for something new and interesting came up.
... Or maybe I'm wrong. He's been full of surprises since the beginning, so who's to say I really know him? [ Awkwardly backtracks. ] I guess I'm just thinking about the people from before coming here.
You are the only person who can make assessments like that for yourself. Though if the emotion is unfamiliar to you, it makes sense that it would take more time to parse.
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Maybe I didn't think it was fair. I know so little about you, after all.
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You may ask... three questions. If I decline to answer, you may change your question.
[ famine asked 6 so they said aventurine gets half ]
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Let's start off easy with the first question. How old are you?
[ shakes ]
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26. [ a beat ] And older than you.
[ how do they know this ]
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Anyway. He is mystified by the second part, but he's already got another question in mind. ]
How long have you been with the cult that brought us here?
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Hmm... A few months now?
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... What was your life like before joining the cult?
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... Complete. Dull.
I was between personal projects, and had no new challenges left. Only mountains of paperwork for red tape that I didn't care to uphold. My life's work was finished and no one needed me for anything in particular. I actually think I was becoming a crutch that was hindering their growth the longer I stayed, because people will always rely on the powerful and familiar instead of exploring what they can become.
So I left when the opportunity for something new and interesting came up.
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You remind me of someone I know.
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[ said in a tone that implies famine clearly thinks they're impossible to replicate ]
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[ A small smile... Entirely sincere for once. ]
... Or maybe I'm wrong. He's been full of surprises since the beginning, so who's to say I really know him? [ Awkwardly backtracks. ] I guess I'm just thinking about the people from before coming here.
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[ watches aventurine closely ]
I am only a doctor in my spare time. [ to clarify ] Do you find yourself missing them already? Those people you left behind.
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... I must be... right? There's no reason I'd think of them otherwise.
[ He sounds so uncertain. ]
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Under what circumstances did you leave them?
[ they have only caught bits and pieces ]
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It's a complicated story. The short version of it is that... I died?
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like this is a normal thing to hear ]
Will you be able to become alive again? Should you survive all this.
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... I don't know. But... I hope so.
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Then see it through. It’d be a shame if you died.
[ no person should be this confident about a situation they know nothing about ]
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Haha... Think so? We barely know each other, but it feels good to hear that from you.
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[ thanks famine. but they pause, crossing their arms and looking over aventurine as if in evaluation ]
However... I find your continued existence to be more worthwhile than some ghost.
[ a grin, teasing ] Once you stop flirting, anyway.
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Aventurine returns the grin, also just as teasing. ]
Stop making it so easy and I might consider it.
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[ we can end it here... he died and there was nothing to look forward to ]