[she looks so stupid right now sitting in a basement and pouting at a hole, but also she isn't actually mad about it. it is an honest assessment.]
There is a reason I keep calling on you, you know. [she likes all three (four, really, now that she's spoken to nehan more) overseers, but she does have drastically different conversations with scien than the rest. as hopeful as she is at all times, the pragmatism is what she handles best. her optimism isn't blind faith, it's something guided by a stable and thought-driven hand.
but admittedly yes sometimes her emotions get the best of her and she has to retreat and regroup. she's been able to do this before. demanding a day off to go to the beach. ditching the others the moment they got to the golden saucer to take in the sights and the energy with a girl she'd call her best friend. picking up two tickets for the sky wheel and coercing a boy she loves into going on a date with her. just the little things for her own happiness, and the world really only fell apart when it was supposed to. no one will be mad if she isn't in work mode all the time. she just has to remember that.]
Then my first order of selfishness is to step away from nearly everyone else tonight after this. There's a lot to take in...and my second will be taking time away to see what this place has to offer. [...though tomorrow, of course, is when the potential lucas arrives. she doesn't think she has to say it, but she does anyway.] I'll be waiting for his arrival before that happens though. If anything to see what we have to work with.
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There is a reason I keep calling on you, you know. [she likes all three (four, really, now that she's spoken to nehan more) overseers, but she does have drastically different conversations with scien than the rest. as hopeful as she is at all times, the pragmatism is what she handles best. her optimism isn't blind faith, it's something guided by a stable and thought-driven hand.
but admittedly yes sometimes her emotions get the best of her and she has to retreat and regroup. she's been able to do this before. demanding a day off to go to the beach. ditching the others the moment they got to the golden saucer to take in the sights and the energy with a girl she'd call her best friend. picking up two tickets for the sky wheel and coercing a boy she loves into going on a date with her. just the little things for her own happiness, and the world really only fell apart when it was supposed to. no one will be mad if she isn't in work mode all the time. she just has to remember that.]
Then my first order of selfishness is to step away from nearly everyone else tonight after this. There's a lot to take in...and my second will be taking time away to see what this place has to offer. [...though tomorrow, of course, is when the potential lucas arrives. she doesn't think she has to say it, but she does anyway.] I'll be waiting for his arrival before that happens though. If anything to see what we have to work with.