If I thought it would be that easy I don't think I would ask. [she's kind of used to things not being easy and not being given the tools right away. sometimes things are just complicated.]

I don't know if many of us would consider trading your lives for ours anyway, so it would make sense that you'd feel the same. [she says many because she is aware some people here are slightly feral.] ...it's still too early to really know where to look, isn't it?