[EASY-GOING!!!! He lifts its opposite paw again and gives it another gentle squish. He also doesn't want to get into this because the first thing that comes to mind is Nadia FUSSING AFTER HIM TO GET MARRIED BEFORE SHE FCKIN DIES he hates it here.]
Oh, just fussy. Fussy in the way young children sometimes get.
[Catching so many mice... That's why it's so fat... ALSO STOP HIS ANGEL IS GETTING MARRIED TO THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA HE'LL NEVER WED BEFORE NADIA DIES NOW.]
Is that so? What changed? [They had a kid. He also just laughs at that like HONESTLY MAYBE!!! BECAUSE CHILDREN ARE GOOD PURE SOULS!!] I don't mind the company of adults. I just happen to spend more of my time with children, between my work and Nadia.
[HUNGY....... Also listen. AM I WRONG. HE'S ABOUT TO EITHER DIE OR BECOME POSSESSED. But he just nods at that like wow can't believe Famine decided to become a teacher too.]
I hope that you find the new focus rewarding. Children are a joy to work with. [Even when they are being little nightmares... He also just laughs at that! THE WAY HE IS YOUNG BUT HE ACTS LIKE HE'S ANCIENT BECAUSE HE'S ON THE VERGE OF GETTING OL YELLER'D.]
[A PREDISPOSITION TO MISCHIEF. He'll loop back to the other part in a second HE'S JUST BUSY BLINKING AT THEM LIKE ?????? ME?????? MOI????? LUCAS PROUST?????? A TEACHER WHO HAS BEEN LOCALLY ASSIGNED PRIEST BY MULTIPLE PEOPLE??????]
I would not have left it if I felt that it could've benefitted from me remaining there. [ a beat ] Well, I'm revisiting the idea. I still remain undecided.
[The sneepy kitten rolls over a little to expose its soft round tum perfect for gentle pets. Oh to be a spoiled barn cat.
Lucas in the meanwhile is thinking about the ink he'd seen and wondering if they don't have anyone or anywhere to return to, and if that factored into the decision. Bleak...]
And now, things look a little more evenly balanced between the pros and cons of returning...?
[This time it isn't a trap, kitty too sneepy to set a trap...]
Ah. [A little understanding sound, and a nod.] "Unfinished business" does seem to be the primary motivating factor in everyone who's expressed a strong wish to return home so far.
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The big kitty does not seem to mind even this. What a chill cat... Lucas gently pats its back.]
How easy-going... [Oh to live that life........] I suppose you could say that, though. She can be a bit fussy, herself.
[The audacity on this man.]
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[ no........ easy-going........ ]
Fussy how so?
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[EASY-GOING!!!! He lifts its opposite paw again and gives it another gentle squish. He also doesn't want to get into this because the first thing that comes to mind is Nadia FUSSING AFTER HIM TO GET MARRIED BEFORE SHE FCKIN DIES he hates it here.]
Oh, just fussy. Fussy in the way young children sometimes get.
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[ it's not mean if it's right... they're both just holding the paws of this lazy cat now. also help me nadia you're so right i'm on your side honey ]
I've only recently started to interact with children... Do you prefer their company to adults?
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[Catching so many mice... That's why it's so fat... ALSO STOP HIS ANGEL IS GETTING MARRIED TO THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA HE'LL NEVER WED BEFORE NADIA DIES NOW.]
Is that so? What changed? [They had a kid. He also just laughs at that like HONESTLY MAYBE!!! BECAUSE CHILDREN ARE GOOD PURE SOULS!!] I don't mind the company of adults. I just happen to spend more of my time with children, between my work and Nadia.
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[ hungy kitty..... also fucking stoP I'LL KILL YOU ]
I suppose you could say the focus of my life changed directions. [ but they hum faintly at that ] Maybe you're young at heart.
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[HUNGY....... Also listen. AM I WRONG. HE'S ABOUT TO EITHER DIE OR BECOME POSSESSED. But he just nods at that like wow can't believe Famine decided to become a teacher too.]
I hope that you find the new focus rewarding. Children are a joy to work with. [Even when they are being little nightmares... He also just laughs at that! THE WAY HE IS YOUNG BUT HE ACTS LIKE HE'S ANCIENT BECAUSE HE'S ON THE VERGE OF GETTING OL YELLER'D.]
You'd be the first to say so.
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[ though famine is also not inherently a joyful person.... squishing pawpads isn't bad though ]
First?
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[IT'S BETTER THAN WORKING WITH CULTS, DAMN. But yeah! He nods.]
Is it so surprising?
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[ nods also ]
Yes. You clearly have a predisposition to mischief.
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Why do you say that...
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It is not a criticism.
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[Said in the exaggeratedly disapproving way of someone who does not believe in what they are saying.]
—In any case, you don't plan on returning?
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[ and that's what matters... ]
I would not have left it if I felt that it could've benefitted from me remaining there. [ a beat ] Well, I'm revisiting the idea. I still remain undecided.
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The rest of this is wild though, imagine wanting to just leave your world behind.]
So you think that- [A little bit of a puzzled expression.] -there may be some benefit after all?
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[ starts poking and petting at the sneepy kitten in lucas' lap instead ]
It is not that straightforward. There are pros and cons with any decision. When I left, there were simply more benefits from my departure than cons.
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Lucas in the meanwhile is thinking about the ink he'd seen and wondering if they don't have anyone or anywhere to return to, and if that factored into the decision. Bleak...]
And now, things look a little more evenly balanced between the pros and cons of returning...?
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I wouldn't say that it's even.
[ frowns and pauses, as if weighing their words ]
... simply that the more I think on it, the more that I wonder if I left something unfinished. Hindsight is 20/20, after all.
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Ah. [A little understanding sound, and a nod.] "Unfinished business" does seem to be the primary motivating factor in everyone who's expressed a strong wish to return home so far.
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So it does.
There's a chance I will still choose to do something else. I have no great love for my home in general.
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Do you know where you might want to go instead, if you don't return?
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No. Perhaps it'll simply be wherever seems most interesting.
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they can't promise that so a contemplative silence follows ]
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