audience: mathis

[mygod]

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[mygod]

... mm. [ it's a difficult situation, and not one you can really make bold promises for without figuring out a solution first. she takes a moment to think. ] We can try to figure something out. You're you, regardless of what you were born for.

[cumulative]

...I'm trying to be.

[he doesn't know if it'll be a complete process, but he's trying. he's working on-- figuring out who he is.]

I think that the most important thing, to me, is still... ensuring her safety. B-but I think that I might be able to do that now.

[if he has a wish, and all.]

[mygod]

[ of course you would say that you fuckin otome love interest she does not think that though, since she doesn't know what an otome is. ] What is she like?

[cumulative]

She's... a very kind, warm sort of person, who's been given a much more difficult life than she deserves.

[he sounds so, so fond.]

As well as that, she's brave, and determined, and intelligent... sh-she truly does deserve to live happily. I want that for her more than anything.

I FORGOT HALF MY TAG

[mygod]

She sounds pretty lovely. [ mathis... is so adorable. aaaaa. ] Although you both seem like the type to keep diving in front of each other to block bullets.

[cumulative]

Sh-she likely would... but I think that she'll be all right without me.

[she has to be. he's a fake person who's still working on himself and she deserves more than that.]

[mygod]

Even if she ends up okay after this, and manages to live a life apart, that doesn't mean she should have to, Mathis. I'm sure she'd still be happier with you. [ she pokes him slightly. ] And I'm going to need you to be happy, too.

[cumulative]

But I don't even know... whether what I felt for her was real.

[desperately slams the button to not be locked into my otome protag who isn't here "you apped an li from his own route" I KNOW

he blinks when she pokes him, though.]

You will-?

[mygod]

Mm. Sorry, I know I keep pressing the you need to think of yourself thing, but... [ she pokes him again. ] You're very real.

[cumulative]

I- yes, but that still might not have been...

[being real doesn't mean his feelings weren't memory influenced!!]

[mygod]

Well... Did it feel real to you?