[if she doesn't fall on him at least once what even is the point
she does go when he guides, breathing in and out steadily. forcing herself to, to not panic. silence, for a moment.]
I know - I know you do. [she trusts him.] Fuck.
... Are you okay? [she can't like - she really thinks that grief she felt has to be for something else. she has a lot of confidence and a lot of self-worth but thinking that he cares that much seems like... selfish? almost? or presumptuous.]
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she does go when he guides, breathing in and out steadily. forcing herself to, to not panic. silence, for a moment.]
I know - I know you do. [she trusts him.] Fuck.
... Are you okay? [she can't like - she really thinks that grief she felt has to be for something else. she has a lot of confidence and a lot of self-worth but thinking that he cares that much seems like... selfish? almost? or presumptuous.]