[He says this truly and fully with his whole happy heart because it's not currently bogged down by 100 miles of Catholic Guilt™, but it's true, Scien knows him well once again. He's selfish in the way he'll hold on to the good in his life, even as he's come to realize exactly what he is and what he's done and feels very strongly that he deserves none of it.
He's also fucking right to lead with Nadia AGAIN!! Lucas is going to have so much to try digesting after this conversation and only like a day to attempt to process it before he's hit with another bat.]
Oh, I would love for that future to come more quickly, too. That sweet girl has waited far too long already. [HIS PERFECT PRECIOUS NADIA!!!!] But I suppose it's been a while for you, hasn't it. Years, was it? What a strange reality!
[A light, airy laugh, SO FREE OF TRAUMA AND CATHOLIC GUILT. THIS IS THE LAST TIME I'LL GET TO HAVE A NONDRAMATIC SCIEN THREAD FOR THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE AND SO MUCH STILL HAPPENED.]
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[He says this truly and fully with his whole happy heart because it's not currently bogged down by 100 miles of Catholic Guilt™, but it's true, Scien knows him well once again. He's selfish in the way he'll hold on to the good in his life, even as he's come to realize exactly what he is and what he's done and feels very strongly that he deserves none of it.
He's also fucking right to lead with Nadia AGAIN!! Lucas is going to have so much to try digesting after this conversation and only like a day to attempt to process it before he's hit with another bat.]
Oh, I would love for that future to come more quickly, too. That sweet girl has waited far too long already. [HIS PERFECT PRECIOUS NADIA!!!!] But I suppose it's been a while for you, hasn't it. Years, was it? What a strange reality!
[A light, airy laugh, SO FREE OF TRAUMA AND CATHOLIC GUILT. THIS IS THE LAST TIME I'LL GET TO HAVE A NONDRAMATIC SCIEN THREAD FOR THE FORESEEABLE FUTURE AND SO MUCH STILL HAPPENED.]