[can you imagine if this was mondays thread and they just had to have this emotional moment while lucas was a muppet
Anyway. WOW!!! All of that was nightmarish! Lucas had more or less assumed that horrible bullshit had befallen Nehan after he'd been unfortunate enough to end up in the position of a lone, weak and vulnerable child, but this is an entirely different flavor of nightmare to the one he's only recently awakened to.
The emotions of the memory wash over him, and in return, there's a bright flare of a vivid, violent fury, because the violence implanted in Lucas is simply a part of him now, and this is how it manifests when it's under his own control. Rage against a cruel world that would allow this to happen, against adults who would take advantage of children, against the disgusting sort of people who would make money off of the suffering of others and parade a captive around only after he'd earned them their wealth, making merry and pretending that the abuse of the past was just the smallest blip.
He's livid, he's so angry, always the angriest for the children. It's a good thing he's not holding anything glass or his dumb ass would have broken it again!!!! As things are, the memory comes and goes like the tide, and as it leaves, he whips his head around to look for Nehan, as if he's afraid that he might have somehow fucking evaporated in the moments of misery that passed through.]
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Anyway. WOW!!! All of that was nightmarish! Lucas had more or less assumed that horrible bullshit had befallen Nehan after he'd been unfortunate enough to end up in the position of a lone, weak and vulnerable child, but this is an entirely different flavor of nightmare to the one he's only recently awakened to.
The emotions of the memory wash over him, and in return, there's a bright flare of a vivid, violent fury, because the violence implanted in Lucas is simply a part of him now, and this is how it manifests when it's under his own control. Rage against a cruel world that would allow this to happen, against adults who would take advantage of children, against the disgusting sort of people who would make money off of the suffering of others and parade a captive around only after he'd earned them their wealth, making merry and pretending that the abuse of the past was just the smallest blip.
He's livid, he's so angry, always the angriest for the children. It's a good thing he's not holding anything glass or his dumb ass would have broken it again!!!! As things are, the memory comes and goes like the tide, and as it leaves, he whips his head around to look for Nehan, as if he's afraid that he might have somehow fucking evaporated in the moments of misery that passed through.]