[HE MISSES THOSE DAYS SOMETIMES........ EXCEPT SCIEN IS THE ONLY ONE HE WANTED TO AVOID AND NOW SCIEN IS GOING TO BE HERE, UNAVOIDABLE!!!!]

I know... Even knowing that others can care for themselves, that doesn't make the danger less real or the difficulties less pointed. [He's thinking about how he's still fckin worried about Muelsyse and Essek being supermurdered even though they're the least likely to die.]