[STOP HE DOESN'T EXIST IN A DEPRESSION CLOUD he exists in a catholic guilt cloud they're different. Also he has bursts of murderous violence instead of anger. IT'S DIFFERENT.

Anyway, the curiosity is fair enough, and he doesn't seem bothered by the question regardless. Recalling the sensation is unpleasant, though. He can get some of those discomforted vibes.]

I could tell that I was missing something, but not what it was... So at the time, it just felt like that. That there was a part of me that was gone. Strange and empty, but not exactly anything that made me feel upset or angry.

[you better not forget or i will kill you, nu, on the mingle]