No? My dad didn't either. [are you her dad (no)]

... I don't know, I guess I can't judge, since I don't know what you have or haven't done in your life.

But... Mum used to say that there's no such thing as death, only change. Maybe it won't be peace, but there's no guarantee it's going to be brimstone, either. Maybe it'll just be that you get to see all the people you loved once in one place before you go completely.